The finest of me …..JiM 2008

Actually i shud post this on the day of my birthday but dun noe what is the problem of this friendster blog, i posted twice and it never get publish…..arrrghhh…….this really drives me mad…….

I  am already 19, omg, i can’t believe this but it actually happen ….lolx…..but what i can do is keep this young and not mature face to say myself is young haha……

Birthday for me actually is not about the age but is about what i have learned for the past year, what is inside my thinking, but obviously i have grown up alot in this whole year……….i still remember in the year of 2007 , i m just an ordinary student like other who just finished my spm and preparing to go in to university. for me , studying in limkokwing is like give me a chance to study architecture, in fact, i dun noe why, i noe myself just want to take up this course, yeah, is not easy i noe…..but i only want to have fun in my university years with my fren………

Last week, my fren told me that she is not coming back to limkokwing and study with us anymore because her application to study at RMIT University in Melbourne has accepted by the university and she is at Australia now……….actually the first time i heard she is there already, i feel so sad , really , dun noe why, maybe everything seems like too fast for me and we never have a proper farewell with her, i noe most of us from Foundation in Built Environment 2007 also will miss her alot because we have go through so much and i really appreciate her la………haha , i still remember the day we went to puchong to settle our habitat thingy, at that time, she very worried about her habitat because no one want to help her to do, and we sit bus from desaria to puchong there………but now, she already at Melbourne, wat la this gurl. but still, she owe me wintermelon juice , and i will remember that until she spend me haha…….and this gurl is JESS TENG POH FERN, i dun care, remember to come back to kl and have reunion with all architecture and interior architecture students here…..we r waiting for u…..haha….. she is very good in academic, she got the potential and she is hardworking …….keep it up gurl, i m here to support u…..haiz…..wat kind of feeling…..suddenly lose one fren… nevermind la , go there for ur dream and become a prestigeous architect…..

i am having my holiday now, but i m going back to uni soon, get back with all my assignments and sleepless night, i believe myself is going to try harder and harder to face this chalenging course ……all of us jia you ba…..!!!

just tell u guys, study is always better than working, because maybe studying we have frens and i m studying what i want, no one want to work for long hour and doing boring clerk job……very sien……just imagine one person from morning 7.45 work until 10 o clock , there’s one hour lunch for me and one hour for dinner, but overall is like 13 hours a day……..super sien…….and it doen’t suit my personality work as a clerk…….wat to do……i learned alot from there also …like my fren told me , do what things which have values on us, and i finally understand what is the value mean to me, if u understand…..ya….. everything come to us with a specific reason, and life is just like that, u wont noe what is going to happen until u face to it, and at the end, once decision has made, and after u go through the process , u will learned sumthing .

i understand that life is not just life , life is where the values are there for u when u realised something and when u dare to dream for yourself , what i can say ? just go for it, life is short, live it with full. and remember to appreciate what u are having now cause it might not always belong to u. appreciate now and dun leave regrets in your life…….

Time flies …………and it will going to fly and fly ……….

LIVE LIFE WITHOUT REGRETS !!!!!!!!

I should write this yesterday , but it gone when i accidentally close the window, how stupid am i . haiz…..once again i say HAPPY 19TH  BURFDAY TO MYSELF. wat a sad case , i am alredi 19 this years. omg…….this is the last year of my teenage year, sad sad sad………For me burfday means more than older than one year, it is actually a progress in term of thinking and the way i look at one thing. i can tell myself that i understand a lot of things compare to before ( of course ) , and the way i make decision, every decision make an important step for me to go forward, to give more, to produce more and to noe more, so now i flash back i think this is one of the most important value i got for my 18th. haha…….

Ya……..my fren and my family celebrate my burfday with me, i am so happy haha…..and i appreaciate it , i really do. when i say i appreaciate , i really mean it……. thanx for my frenz and family…

So wat i can say now? erm……..i have been busy working as a clerk in a tuition …..well, i have to tell the truth here, it is a boring job for me haha…….but wat to do, i am the one who said i want the job….haha…..but nevermind, i noe i have learned something from there. like what my fren told me do anything that has value on ourself.

Time fly so fast, and i have moved in my mind. Be more matured, and always think about future. What I will see myself in ten years time? haha…….tats my secret , i only will tell to certain person .lolx….but sure i will try mybest in everything.

I WONT CARE ANYONE WHO DISAGREE WITH ME AND HOW THEY THINK ABOUT ME !!!

Because they have no rights to tell me what I should do, I noe i am on my right direction, I just will follow my path and I noe that I am right.

Everytime before i sleep, i always think too much untill i cant have a good sleep, and i noe that i need to stop that , hope that i really can get this thing far from me. Think too much is not good Chiun Yoong……..

Lastly I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE MYSELF I AM ALREDI 19 !!!

Ya -hoo!!! Thanx to all my frenz and my family……

For someone who are reading this, haha, i just want to thanx to u so much , it mean so much to me , really, and i have been waited for that so long, i really like the bear bear …..the July 21th BEAR BEAR.

Thanx ya…..and I WONT FORGET UR PRESENT LA …..HAHA….

An ARCHITECT is borning……..( COMING SOON ) lolx…..

Wait until the day you love me

the day you know me , know the way I dress, know my eating habit, know what is my dream, know what I like the most and know what I appreaciate the most…………….

I wont know who are you until the day I meet you

I wont know whether you are the right person until I speak to you

Everything seems impossible, but impossible is what? is nothing…..

I am ready to give my smile to you on your gloomy day

I am ready to chase after you, and I willing to stand behind you

Appreciate the way you are, be the best of yourself

Looking back and think about your past

Maybe you are right at it , maybe you are not………

I will try my very best at it and I am waiting the day you love me,

because I am loving you , ARCHITECTURE …….!!1

wow , such a long time i never post in this blog, i have a few reasons why i never post.

first: i m damn lazy to post , but i dun noe why , stil, i like blogging , blogging is like giving me a space tat i can tell everything and also watever i like overhere

second : i m too busy to blog, as u noe , for an architecture student, our work loads are very heavy, and i have damn alot stuffs to concern, this la , that la, my god, this make me really sick of the work n i have to admit tat i become more n more lazy ……coz the work is really alot

so , i m searching the guy wit the passon in architecture in me , where is the chiun yoong that always love buildings n art, haiz….but no worries , i believe that i can go through all these, yes, i believe i can …………

wake up in the morning of 6.30 am really driving me crazy, i have to stay until very late with all the unfinish work and also unknown work ( hehe, this mean that i noe nothing on that work), rush for the bus, sleep in the bus, sleep in the car has been my habit ………………..i really dun noe i can tahan how long…

but i have n i must try my very best to be

有时候会想，是不是在不对的时间。。。。。。。就这样，错过了

也许，我也没拥有过，何为错过呢？

也可能在爱醒来之间，被空气淹没了

唯一的真爱在自己的绝望中去世了

当自己还有一点勇气把爱放弃时

那代表这是个新的开始。。。。。。。。

从爱到不爱，从喜欢到不喜欢，到如今的麻木。。。

没知觉。。。。    渐渐的。。。   我已好了起来。。。。 

我更期待下一次发现爱的路程。。。新的开始。。。

In the final assignment of my design module, I am required to design a public space which is an art gallery, I have to design something conceptual which related to the architecture of my art gallery , and at the same time which related to my painting which I am going to exhibits in my art gallery, the art gallery has to include toilets for gents and ladies, a souvenir shop and a cafeteria.

Here’s my small brief about my art gallery………

In this final assignment, I designed a public space which is an art gallery. I designed a landscape art gallery which situated on a hilly side. The concept of my art gallery is space within a space. The theme of my art gallery is close to nature.

The ground floor of my art gallery is designed with real landscape, there’s an artificial waterfall, some plants and trees. On the other hand, there’s a walkway designed to lead people into my indoor gallery which situated on the first floor. One may experience the nature although in an indoor space and at the same time they get to have a look on the paintings. Apart from that, there’s a cafeteria and souvenirs shop and the first floor of my art gallery. On the ground floor, there’s another walkway go through my indoor landscape, people will have a clearer look of the landscape in my art gallery.

The pictures of my model and my presentation board will post in the friendster because if I post here, most of the pictures turn blurr……

you can have a look all the pictures in the friendster , thanx…….

and not forget to comment my art gallery, I got a B in this assignment.

This this my second design assignment, it tooks about one month to complete the whole project with the help of my respective tutorial lecturer, Mr. Wong , whose an professional landscape architect, and he is taking his master now. Is proud to say that is my own design of a caravan. Pls give me comment after have a look of my caravan design, here’s a small brief about the design project, pls have a look……..n give comment on it, thanx……….all is my hard work.

Compact space design - CARAVAN

About the caravan

-        Caravan are vehicles that can be towed to various location and can be used to provide support, goods or services.

-        The concept of my caravan is to offer high quality Mexican food in a fast casual atmosphere.

-        The theme for my mobile fast food caravan is Mexican style. I choose this as the theme for my caravan because Mexican style has a very own personality.

-        The personalities of Mexican are very WILD, and these included the interesting colour that represents Mexican.

-        For the exterior of the caravan, I choose four wild colours to represents the Mexican style; these are red, green, white and yellow. I use these colours and incorporate with others colour to create a pattern of food.

MEXICAN FAST FOOD – LA SALSA

Menu:

-GOURMET BURRITOS

- HANDCRAFTED TACOS

-VEGGIE SPECIALITIES

- WHITE MEAT CHICKEN

- ROASTED TOMATO

- AVOCADO

- La Salsa is the leading fresh Mexican restaurant in the world.

- La Salsa is the original quick-service restaurant which responsible for the introduction of healthy and customized fresh Mexican food.

My presentation board for the caravan assignment…….

I only managed to get a B- for this assignment, what to do, I already tried my best, nevermind, I am sure I can do better in others assignment……….. dun forget to give comment based on that, thanx…………

Everytime when I try my best in everything I do , I can’t see any results in return, this make me so sad, so depreesed , so frustrating, I dun noe why sometimes try so hard but I can’t get what I want , I mean I can’t even reach the mininum requirement, I so sad , I dun understand, really…………although I m not very good, I tried my best in everything I do, but everything does’nt seem easy for me, I m so sad, sometimes I noe my friend got very good result , I am happy for them , really, but at the same time I think that I m so lame, I am such a piece of shit, I tell you wat, is like u try so hard for nothing, I noe myself now I am very emo when I typing this blog, but is true, if I cant even express all these in blog , I think i will be crazy one day, omg , wat the…………………………………………………………………………………………………..

i m so frustrated now, I noe I have to be more hardworking in everything I do to get good result, I will TRY MY BEST IN EVERYTHING ………………………I HAVE TO………………

if not I will be a loser that I always don’t want to, I have to stand up for myself………. I know good results waiting for me, now is just depend on myself, what I can do to be excellant , I know myself can do it, try ur best…. Chiun Yoong………

Today I went to school by myself , jin shan never come to school because he got no presentation today. I have english presentation today on stand-alone upmarket restaurant, and my class start at 2. My closest friend all never come to university today, this include mun mun , devon, n jin shan. Mun mun and devon ’s presentation is on this saturday. So , today I went to university alone n i tell you wat, is a very sad thing , but I have a nice conversation with Kelcy on the bus, from the conversation , I know that she has been a exchange student at America for about 6 months, she share her experiance with me in the bus, I think she had a lot of fun overthere, n she told me that she don’t want to come back, she got scholarship from America Goverment for the exchange student trip. I hope I can be one of the exchange student also, it is so nice , I would totally love it, because the environment there is very nice, oh ya, she told me that she went to one of the state in America for exchange student, Allen Town ? dun noe whether spell correctly or not. but is nice to chat with her along the journey to the university , she is a july intake student for diploma in fashion design.

After I reach to school , I went to the plaza with Shern Ai . Her class is at 9.30 pm , after that , I went to architecture studio to watch my friend’s presentation , but unfortunately the lecturer don’t let me in because she said this is a close funtion presentation. What kind of reason is that……haiz…….bad lecturer………..

I went to library and prepare for my presentation , after I wrote what I want to say in the library, I went to plaza again for my lunch. ( so sad, I never even met one of my friend in the library )nononon……..ya i met Wan Qing but she leave very soon. So, left back me again , I went to plaza myself and eat the bread that bought yesterday, and there’s actually a model walking practice on the stage of plaza, there will be a fashion show in Shangri-La hotel for the final diploma fashion student. After I finish my bread , I saw one of my april intake friend, and I went to chat with him , we talked for about half and hour , then, I went to the architecture 8( classrooom ) , n get prepare for my presentation. Due to my bus is coming at 3 , and my class started at 2, in order to catch the bus , I have to be the first person in the class who give presentation , I borrow laptop from Ahmad and insert my pendrive n start my presentation . There’s actually only 6 -7 students in my class and other students still in the maths class, when I nearly want to end my presentation, all the students come in , n that time I already finish. I still remember what I said to the lecturers n students. After my presentation, I sit in the class for about 10 minutes n I went off to catch the bus.

Today , is a no friend day, boring day, first presentation day , and chating day for me. oh ya , and also alone eat bread day for me!!!

Everytime I close my eyes and think ……….. think to release you from me

Everytime I pretend nothing , try to be someone you hope

Everytime I have to be what I am not……….

Everytime I want to talk to you, I have to be careful………

I cannot treat myself like that, but I know the one is you

When I force myself don’t look at you , I am hurt…….really hurt

Everytime you talk to someone, I will always concentrate to you

I don’t know why……….

I am attracted to you ……….. till now…………

From years to years , I can only see you from far ………very far

There was a time, I never see you for 5 months……….

When I saw you, I am glad to see you happy with him

I know the one is still you……….I can’t lie to myself……..

I can’t pretend nothing………………….

I hope time will tell me everything , release you from me……….

But till now, I can’t release you from my mind………..

Maybe time will tell me the answer , time will tell me not to wait for another 4 years……………….

It really hurts, not again……….

Hope to see you holding my present and smile again , and thanks me politely, I will always remember that, because is already in my heart

I only manage to be your best friend and always be there for you

That’s what I can do for you

My tears dropping cause I hope to hear from you

I will always remember that there’s one girl that I waited for so long , everything is worth since the day I met you

You are always you , you never change……………….

The one that always happy and cheerful………………..

I am living in the past, the air is fresh and the memories are sweet

Hope to hear from you ……… really hope………

I lay my head down and pray for you …….. the one I always in my mind

Till now, still you……